Obviously, everyone expects me to talk about this past weekend with the BTPM&G.
Sigh, I can't even begin to describe it. The only thing missing was Vegas. I'm mean really, there was mayhem and drama and laughter and us trying to pretend we ain't did it( which we aint do it). It was everything.
There were so many HELL YEAH moments. And all of that was before we meet a single fan LMAO ( actually some of them were before we meet a single person, CWB and I had some great conversations with the people in the airports and on the planes).
The greatest moments where being in my sisters arms. Like I could totally stare at them for years and never be able to drink my fill of their beauty.
There were tears, and belly laughs and obviously food. LOL I might just tell stories about it as they pop into my mind.
Then there was some drama for me over the weekend ( had nothing to do with the meet and greet, just the luck of Drea reigning down around us), but being with my sisters, the family of my heart gave me a strength I didn't think I'd find. Coming home to hell and Armageddon hasn't rippled the lakes of my serenity the way it would have if i'd not been surrounded by such fierce love and support.
So now begins the process of whats next (yes dear reader I left out a lot, but in my heart I am not ready to really talk about it all). I call it Leap Year Syndrom. Every four years or so I have the urge to clarify and change my life. Mysterious forces ( God if you will) start shuffling things around and re-arranging my life and my heart. And on this leap year day ( is that even ...never mind yeah it is or if it ain't it is now) I am ...hopeful and excited. There are lots of changes on my horizons. Somethings I saw coming but was just like yeah no. Maybe because I felt like they were to great to be meant for me. ( funny i've been hearing this quote in my head for months now on repeat
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”
There are a lot of whats nexts...the process of planing a relocation with in the next year ( east coast here we come), more writing, more ttcing and lots more living. Opening myself and our lives( cuz where I go CWB and the pups must go) to new adventures, broadening our horizons, seeing whats out there and carving out our own little spot in the world.
To quote a stupid cartoon that I don't watch but the commercials drive me nuts...
ITS ADVENTURE TIME
and i am game, full speed ahead.